A friend added me on Facebook two days ago. He’s a senior from uni. To my surprise, I found C’s friend (the one who I’m afraid of) on his friend list. Got to her page and managed to see C’s photos over there. Quite a few of them actually.
Apparently they are colleagues working in the same consulting firm. Even saw her photos with her boyfriend, soon to be husband, according to the comments of the photos. Then I pondered, she does look slightly different from the photos. Looks better in real life, that’s what I feel.
To be honest, I tried to find C’s facebook the day I knew her name. Basically did a search based on her name and origin. I did find out one with a display picture that looks like her. Couldn’t look further than that as I can’t view her profile. I was pretty sure that’s hers until I found the real one. Nothing much on her page except she’s 6 years elder than me.
But she doesn’t look that old. My eldest sis is 5 years senior of me and she looks more mature. Strange.
On the other hand, I actually still went to the bus stop for the last two days. On Wednesday, just when I nearly reached there, I turned away and walked right up North going to the stop before the one I usually use. Then again on Thursday, got there at quarter past 5. This time, I just wanted to take my bus and not waiting. But after a while she was there too. I was at the wall and she didn’t see me. Well, I didn’t approach her this time. Bloody hope she doesn’t see me. Maybe she did after all. My bus came before hers and I jumped straight at the queue and got in.
The thing I had a talk with Kei on Wednesday night. Told him everything including I’m embarassed to see her again at the bus stop and whether i shall never use that bus stop again. He just said don’t need to think too much, act normally. I agree what he said. Or maybe some part of me still hoping to see her again. Arghhh…