I Blew It Again

Had a real great chance today to talk to the office girl. Went there at the usual time and didn’t see her after a while. It got me wondering if she would be there today. What’s worse was I didn’t realise she didn’t queue up as she normally would and stood at the inner side.

Then I finally saw her as I kept noticing the queue until I was unaware she was 30 feet to the right of me. There was a person in between us. I hesitated for a few seconds as to approach her. Wished I had 4 balls at that time. After 15-20 seconds, the buses came. Don’t remember the time. It seemed so long yet so short.

Both our buses arrived at the time, she went into hers and I got up in mine. SHITTTTTTTTTTT. Regret it so much, shouldn’t spend the mere seconds hesitating.

Surprisingly, she wasn’t with her friend/colleague today and she didn’t stand in the queue. That was a great opportunity for me. Honestly, the friend of hers scare the shit out of me. She gives me an impression she’s a scary person. I recognize her as she’s from the same uni as mine. Saw her many times throughout my uni years. I think she somehow recognize me as well. Most of the time we met, we would stare at each other. Just that we don’t know each other. If we do, it might be a little easier. Sigh….

AH..well.

Some lectures from Sister

hUifen~ says:
u gotta be 主动！！
hUifen~ says:
i wasnt like this last time.. i thought.. aiyer.. dun wan lar. say no to everything.
hUifen~ says:
chances dun always come to u. if u let it slip.. yet u dun try and chase it back then tat’s it. u lose it forever.
hUifen~ says:
my lecturing hahahahhaha…

1. chances dun always come to u. if u let it slip.. yet u dun try and chase it back then tat’s it. u lose it forever.

*this is damn true for the current situation

2. u dun wana repeat ur mistakes again

3. if u keep looking back, u can never move forward. u’re gona stay where u are, not making any move whereas the others are moving ahead

4. learning how to fix is a big step in growing up!

5. at first if u cant deal on ur own, try to get help frm other ppl. slowly u’ll learn hw to deal on ur own, tat is when u become independent!!

Frustrated

This is the scenario:

A student is falling in love with a girl he sees several times in a bus stand. Apparently she’s a working lady. This guy has yet to have the courage to approach her and now he feels more intimidated as their background are quite different. One is working and she’s probably seen more in her working environment and met more people. The other is a timid and lonely guy who has no social life.

Fuck, please help. He reckons the age gap isn’t big at all and that’s not the problem. Problem is he feels inferior compared to her. What’s more he doesn’t even have to bravery to talk to her. He really likes her that’s for sure.

What he needs are courage, bravery, an acceptable looks, some humour and luck. Wish him all the best to see her again tomorrow and to know her!

I Got To Know Myself Better, Sort of

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Not all are correct and some are ridiculous. Well, at least some of them applied to me, hehe.

Test taken from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx